Silent Cry

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We often cry, cry for happiness, cry for sadness, cry for someone and sometimes we cry for ourselves. Yes, we do cry for ourselves. The cry, which is more painful than any other thing you have ever experienced. The worst type of cry is the silent one. The cry, you feel within yourself, the pain, which you cant even express. The cry which kills you inside. On a dark, silent, alone night, when everyone falls asleep, you cry. The cry which you feel it in your throat and your eyes become blurry from the tears, which calmly rolls down your cheeks, wetting down your pillow. That one cry, where you just want to scream and let the feelings out, but you know you can't. The one cry where you have to hold your breath, have to grab your mouth to keep quiet, because this cry you don't want to share with others, actually you can't. 

You have realised that the person who meant everything to you, is gone. You cry silently, thinking about that person. You've wanted to scream for that person, but all you ended is like this. The one cry where you can't breath anymore. The cry, where you inhale the sighs and griefs, exhaling only the helplessness you possess now. You are feeling this unbearable pain within your heart, which is not allowing you to be free from this, letting you cry silently. 

You really can't share this pain or this feeling to anyone, can you? They say, crying can light up your pain, can light up your heart, makes you feel relaxed and solved. But not this one, this cry kills you every time, kills you every single night with this silent pain. You know you are in deep love with that person, for whom you are crying, crying which carries only pain resides within you. You can't find any cure for this, and finally it becomes a part of you, the part which is filled with pain, sorrow, depression and a lonely, silent cry.