Untouched Words

You were like the heart to me I was like your pain, My love for you was not enough, remained like a bad stain. I thought you would come back I thought you would stare, All I wanted was your love, all I wanted, was your care. I was waiting for your one reply waiting for that smile, holding your picture everyday, staring it for a while. I can't stop thinking about your eyes, reminds me of shining blue sea, I can't forget the words you've said, that everything, you stated as "We". I know you are happy without me as you think, I still don't care, but the truth is very hard to believe, which is nothing but a despair. Just to say "I love you" that never seems enough, I have said it so many times, I'm afraid you won't understand. You have left me alone. alone in this dark, deserted life, Our promise of love couldn't last long, ended up like a love strife. The only

image source : http://www.pixell.club We often cry, cry for happiness, cry for sadness, cry for someone and sometimes we cry for ourselves. Yes, we do cry for ourselves. The cry, which is more painful than any other thing you have ever experienced. The worst type of cry is the silent one. The cry, you feel within yourself, the pain, which you cant even express. The cry which kills you inside. On a dark, silent, alone night, when everyone falls asleep, you cry. The cry which you feel it in your throat and your eyes become blurry from the tears, which calmly rolls down your cheeks, wetting down your pillow. That one cry, where you just want to scream and let the feelings out, but you know you can't. The one cry where you have to hold your breath, have to grab your mouth to keep quiet, because this cry you don't want to share with others, actually you can't.  You have realised that the person who meant everything to you, is gone. You cry silently, thinking about

image source:  google "EGO", a  very strong word, for those who believes, it is the most important thing in one's life. Some thinks it cure one's self confidence, other thinks it destroys. This three letter word holds many meanings, many explanations and justifications to different individuals in different aspects. But here I want to discuss the effects of "ego" in a relationship. It is that word, which holds you back from saying things, your heart is dying to say, "I love you", "I miss you", "Yes, I need you". You give too much importance to the inner ego, that you forget when to love, how to love. You have enough self pride, self respect, dignity to open up your feelings to your loved ones, right? But, just think for a moment, if you loose your partner, if you loose the reason of your happiness, you loose the care and love you have dreamed, then can you live with all that ego and pride? those will be then useless.

image source: google The sweet proud feeling when your girl says to others that, "He is mine, and will be mine". This rightful attitude is what brings you two, more closer and love more deep. You always want to be her. You want her to care about you like her own soul. It seems even more great when she says, "no matter what, We will always be the best". All you seek is, her positive and caring attitude towards you. That feeling when you know that she is the only one who can live with you, can understand you and can tolerate your short tempered behaviour. Her love towards you is like a forever bonding. She cares and loves you like no misunderstandings can ruin your relation. She will take care of everything. She made this relation so strong that you don't even have to think about any break up from her side. You trust her. She trusts you. You try to keep her happy with everything and spoils her with every cute little things.  She loves